ppl ppl... eh.. i write tis cause i wan tell somebody about what i feel only.. so dunch read okok? lols.. wan tell but dunno who to tell so i write in blog..
[eh... actually i dunno how i feel everytime i think of her i wun feel easy.. i see her name i oso wun feel easy but i know i cannot blame her for anything. cause it's really not her fault at all... but i really just dun feel easy wid her around last time when nothing seems to change i still can de.. but now.. i can't le. everytime i see her i would only wan to avoid because seeing her everything will come flashes through my mind.. hais.. i really dunno.. i wanna be friends wid her but perhaps i can only be friends wid her in my heart becos i really dun feel good. it's like i can't breathe i nid to get out. i nid to force a smile when i see her.. wo really dunch liek that.. but i just dunno wad i should do.. i can only get away from her presence? ='l hais]